Advent is the liturgical season of vigilance or, to put it
more commonly, a season of waiting. During the weeks before Christmas, we light
the candles of our Advent wreaths and put ourselves in the spiritual space of
the people of Israel who, through many long centuries, waited for the coming of
the Messiah.
From beginning to end of scripture we discover stories of
people who are forced to wait. The patriarch Abraham received a promise that he
would become, despite his old age, the father of a son. But the fulfillment of
that promise was a long time in coming. Through many years, as he and his wife
grew older and older, as the likelihood of their parenthood became increasingly
remote, Abraham waited. Did he doubt? Did he wonder whether he had misunderstood
God’s promise? Did his faith falter? Probably. But he waited, and in time the
promise came true.
In the course of the Christian tradition, there is much
evidence of this spirituality of waiting. Many of the saints realized they were
being called by God to do great things. But before they found their path they
often passed through a wide variety of experiences over many years: often with times
of stark asceticism and prayer, sometimes living hand-to-mouth and sleeping in
doorways. Only at the end of this long journey is the will of God made clear-showing
the saints the great things God called them to do.
All of this, I believe, is very hard for most of us. I
suppose we humans have always been in a hurry, but modern people seem especially
to want what they want when they want it. We are driven, determined,
goal-oriented, fast-moving. I, for one, have difficulty waiting for just about
anything.
For some reason, this year is a bit different. Although the
responsibilities are plentiful and time seems short, there is an inner patience
that has grown out of – I don’t know where. I credit God’s dealing with me for
this. More and more, I see God as standing outside of space and time. More and
more, I see the plan of God being worked out not by me but by God’s people – in
God’s good time. My task is to wait – to do what I am called to do when I am
called to do it.
While I am still not ready to be a devotee of jigsaw puzzles
(and the time it takes to complete them), I find that such things come into
mind I do not reject them out of hand so quickly. I actually see myself
entering into that experience – creating true leisure – the time it takes to
wait.
Perhaps as this Advent unfolds, I will let what eighteenth
century spiritual writer Jean-Pierre de Caussade said sink in: "Whatever
happens to you in the course of a day, for good or ill, is an expression of
God's will."
-- thanks in part to Rev Robert Barron for the core idea for this post.
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